i was attempting to challenge myself today, “let me mess with a band that is generally disliked” lol, but this was as far as i could go lol
Please do Creed.
Can you take me higher, Ryan? CAN YOU?
I’m having one of those days/weeks where everything just keeps piling on and it all feels extremely unmanageable. My head is spiraling with both personal and professional drama and this ridiculous hormonal imbalance is not helping whatsoever. Thanks for nothing, PMDD.
I know part of the reason I’m spiraling is because I simply DO NOT have the time to deal with all the things I’m feeling right now and I’ve never had the ability to compartmentalize. Everyone else’s priorities are, apparently, more important than my own and I’m trying, I’m trying so hard, to manage it all, but I’m starting to break down here. So much to do…. no time to do it all, no time to process the emotions. Stressed.
Living alone has it’s perks.
Working alone has it’s perks.
But sometimes you just really fucking need a friend. Or a hug. Or a hand to hold… someone to be there to remind you that you CAN fucking manage all of this shit. And it’s not even about making someone else happy, or being the source of their joy or anything like that…
Showing up is important. Being reliable is important. Showing love and support is important.
We all need somebody to lean on…
I need that right now. And, as much as I love everyone I keep in touch with online, nothing beats a real fucking hug and a drink/good laugh with some friends. Sometimes I sit back and wonder, where the fuck everyone went… and then I remember how much I’ve isolated myself by choice and I get to accept that and live with that reality.
I just wish I had the fucking time to change it.
I’ll get mad at myself for posting this to this blog, later, when I’m not feeling so desperate. Oh well. Deal with it.
Daft Punk with Julian Casablancas | Instant Crush
who invites people over to watch Grease…
ugh i need my own place
I would totally do that and you would LIKE IT. hahahahhaa
You know I love that sexy sax. UHHHH!!!!
the bitch is baaaaaack
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